Conny Kirsten

mess

i´m sittin in darkness
while telling my story
noone to blame?
fuck u
everyone´s fool
take my gun
to throw it away
doesn´t work
why don´t kill
myself again?
next life would be worse
promised
it´s murphys law
i see the light
a glimpse of a cigarette
not mine
i don´t destroy
where is my hope?
i need peace
left alone in war
next to u
ur dead
so am i
i´m fucked up
to a hero
u wouldn´t change
for nothing
i still keep on fighting
do i?
against whom?
my darkness
where i ´m still sitting
story is told
 

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Published on e-Stories.org on 23.03.2008.

 
 

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